Dear Spirit,
You may be gone, you may have no feathers left, you may feel lonely, and you may just miss me... I'm hoping you miss me because I love you and I can't fly anywhere without you... I need you to carry me and I need you to whisper in my ear once again. I hope that you're always beside me, on my shoulder, ready to remain with me no mattter what... Whether I make mistakes or whether I sin, I hope that you always have me with you...
I want you to reincarnate, to come by my side and be my one and only... I want to be with you forever... It's like there's nothing left to live for when you're gone. Everyone misses you because you were the best friend ever. You have a strong force that pulled me toward you anytime I saw you...
Each time you were playing in your cage, force pulled me to come and see you... Anytime I did homework, I had to come and see you... Anytime I was just so lonely, I had to come and see you...
You did everything for me, even if you just a green cheek conure that was 7-8 months old, you changed everything for me...
I'm happy taht I got to spend time with you the night before you passed and tat I got to hold you in my arms before I had to say goodbye... NO matter what I get now, nothing but my family, my friends and Tiny Bear mean to me as much as you meant to me... I lost you and now there is no other path to take... I pretend I can go on, but I can't... I'm still at the stage of tears all the time, whether they're physical or emotional... I try not to expose them... I hope that you can hold me when I die, that you'll never let go, that you'll never eave me, that you'll never say goodbye again... That no one will ever take you away again...
Spirit, I love you...
Merry Christmas...
From me and my tears...
You may be gone, you may have no feathers left, you may feel lonely, and you may just miss me... I'm hoping you miss me because I love you and I can't fly anywhere without you... I need you to carry me and I need you to whisper in my ear once again. I hope that you're always beside me, on my shoulder, ready to remain with me no mattter what... Whether I make mistakes or whether I sin, I hope that you always have me with you...I want you to reincarnate, to come by my side and be my one and only... I want to be with you forever... It's like there's nothing left to live for when you're gone. Everyone misses you because you were the best friend ever. You have a strong force that pulled me toward you anytime I saw you...
Each time you were playing in your cage, force pulled me to come and see you... Anytime I did homework, I had to come and see you... Anytime I was just so lonely, I had to come and see you...
When you were alive, it's like my life had a meaning, like I was born for something... It's depressing that I lost you October 19th 2011, a night I had a huge project due and I had a teacher with no sympathy for my loss... He just made everything better (sarcasm)... And he wonders why I hate him?
You did everything for me, even if you just a green cheek conure that was 7-8 months old, you changed everything for me...
Spirit, I love you...
Merry Christmas...
From me and my tears...
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